Watch me ;)

Hari ni was pretty boring. Cikgu ramai yang tak masuk. To most of us, memang heaven lah. But,by just sitting and doing nothing in particular was a super waste of time. Hari ni most of us cakap pasal result UPU that had recently came out. It was quite shocking to know that hanya 7 senior kitorang of our class last year yang dapat offer pergi U. My Goodness, 7 orang out of 20 something macam tu lah. So majoriti tak dapat offer mana-mana. That was quite freaky for us to hear. And , out of blue, tiba-tiba datang semangat yang menggunung untuk belajar baik-baik. Aku taknak tercicir lagi. I did bad in my Spm and Stpm is the only chance left untuk tebus balik kegagalan aku dulu. Well, 4a's isn't that bad after all tapi tengok lah, 4a's pun still tak cukup untuk guarantee tempat dekat U so how can i be sure yang result cukup-cukup makan in Stpm can secure me a place in university kannn. ? Mannn, i have to work really hard from now on. REALLY HARD.Or else, melangut lah aku dekat rumah doing nothing. Aku taknak kerja. Aku nak carik ilmu dulu, nak penuhkan ilmu di dada dulu. And , aku nak sangaaaaaat course TESL, which stands for Teaching English As a Second Language. Aku taknak jadi cikgu. Aku nak jadi lecturer untuk english course. Kalau lah aku dapat course, it is like a dream come true ! So people, i don't care what it takes but yes, one day i am going to be somebody. I swear i would. Eh aku bukan poyo, bukan jugak berlagak, or perasan ? Nahh, i am just a girl yang bercita-cita tinggi. Bezakan tu. I wanted to do something remarkable in life. I wanted to live for something. And i surely don't want to die for nothing. Rasa macam sia-sia je hidup kalau tak ada buat something good to remember.Yes, Aku memang ambitionist. Well, Amalia sendiri dah bermaksud orang yang bercita-cita tinggi :)

Okay nik, wake up ! Jangan kuat berangan, jangan jadi macam Mat Jenin, berangan je lebih , but efforts haremmm. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORD ! 

Oh yeah, ingat Nik. there will be a lot of people who say you can't but all you have to do is turn around and say, 'WATCH ME'  :D